First School Week

Hello everybody,

it still hasn't settled in that this is my last and most important year at school!

Even tho the first week has passed and we've got told most of the important exams it is so surreal.
Last year it took me the first week to realise it but not so this time. 
It may settle in when I've got my first test maybe even my first "Klausur" or it may take until my big exams. I don't know yet, the only thing I do know is that I'm not ready to leave school after this year.
Sure everyone says how much they hate school and believe me I'm that sort of person too but the next time I start summer holidays I won't see the majority of the people anymore and I won't come back which is weird I'm not gonna lie.
And I do tend to believe those people now who always said to me that school was great and they wish they were still there because nobody wants to be an adult as soon as they realise how exhausting it is.

Like most of your future is unsure. You don't know where you're going to be this time next year...so much out of our control can happen.
That's it, why people are so scared of the future nothing is predictable...at least most things aren't.

What school year/grade are you in? Do you have a plan of what your life is going to look like after school?

Love, Steff xx