2018

Wow 2018 is over i can't even believe it. This year has passed so quick i feel like the last three months just lasted 5 seconds.... it is crazy.
this year has been an adventure i guess that's the best way to describe it.
So much has happened this year luckily most of the time good things but unfortunately a few bad things too but they are so minor compared to the rest that they not matter a lot.
It feels so surreal but this year i passed my "Abitur" (A-levels) and graduated from high school, i got into uni and it's going well so far, my uncle got married in south italy, i traveled a lot but the best ones were deffo my Edinbrugh and Dublin trip on my birthday and my Nice trip with my best guy friend to suprise one of our best friends. 
I got to meet so many new people and found a great friend in Nathalie thru uni. Break the Rules in Löbau was amazing so were the two times at an escape room this year.
The only bad things that i can remember that have happened were 1. (and worst) the death of my grandmother and 2. the alienation from vivi which is quite sad.
But back to the great stuff. I moved and now live on my own, i felt the most chirstmassy this year since a couple years ago and i'm grateful for every opportunity i had so far and the things that happened this year.

I just got back from my christmas party with my friends from school. 1 does Au-pair in Nice, 1 lives in Dresden as well, 1 still lives at home but works and 1 was in Australia to do work and travel but had to come back due to a car accident. I don't see them a lot. 
And we sat iin Enjoy (our go to place) and had what we always have and i just keep thinkiing this is so sureal like i feel like i've gone back in time and we are still in school but at the same time it felt like a dream cuz i know i have not seen them in so long and everyone kiinda does their own thing. 
I am so happy right now to call them my best friends because we had such a laugh and nothing has changed in the way we act and i love that and i never ever want that to change. I do believe we are going to stay friends and meet up and have a laugh even tho we don't see each other as often anymore (knocks histerically on wood!!!) 
Like i'm so happy right now i could cry (maybe it's cuz i'm getting my period but i actually think that i'm so happy and filled with joy, love and warmth.
We just went to Enjoy, had potato wedges with sour cream and ipanemas and talked and laughed, then we went to Aral to buy ice cream and drove to the Ortenburg to sit at that playground and eat our ice cream. It was so simple but one of the best memories this year although there just are a lot i can't even name all of them. 
I am very grateful for this year because it has been one of the best years if not even the best year in my whole life. 
I just wanna say "Thank you" for it and hope 2019 is just as great as 2018 has been or even better.