7 March 2018

Travel: London 2018


Hello everybody,

I AM BACK!!!!!
I'm back from London, my holidays are over and school has started again.

Activity-wise this year has been the most eventful and successful year out of all of them.

Usually, we go there by ship from Dunkirk but because I get really seasick we tried out going by train thru the Channel Tunnel. I have to say it is so much quicker, nicer and if you book the train ticket about 4 months before going they are just as much as the tickets for the ferry.
For me this year was exciting in another way too because I drove all the way from my home to our hotel in London. We left home on Friday to get to my mum's place, stayed there overnight and went to Calais the next day. And oh my world it was sooo windy in Calais. At one point whilst we unloaded the car I thought it's gonna fall on top of us. 

Anyway the next morning we took the train and I drove "on the wrong side" for the first time. It actually wasn't as hard as I thought it would be and I guess because I'm not driving for too long but still long enough to feel confident it helps. I guess if you are just used to drive on the right and never really driven in a city it is way harder. Also, I feel like whenever you do drive somewhere tricky or somewhere you haven't driven or even on the other side you need to remember to feel confident. I told myself you've driven a lot the past year, on motorways, in the city and in the countryside.... you know you can do it because you did all these things before. So if you ever get to drive on the opposite side remember to be confident, you know you can do it and don't stress yourself.

We arrived at lunchtime, checked in and had some lunch and later some cake and coffee at my uncles. It starts to get a tradition that we have a Chinese takeaway for dinner when we arrive there.

The next day my grandparents and I went to the science museum. It was quite busy and full of younger kids but we still had a great time. My grandparents were fascinated by the fact that cyclamen bloom in February in London outside. I'm not that into plants so I didn't know it was that special. In the evening we went to Carluccio's for dinner.


On Tuesday my mum, her boyfriend and I went to Westfields in Shepard's Bush to go on a hunt for my "Abiball" dress. But first, we had some lunch in a cute coffee shop I've never been to before which was called "Love Coffee". That day I actually got a few things (which I'm gonna talk about in another post as well as the rest of the things I got during my time there) but most importantly I got my "Abiball" dress. I never thought I would get it that quickly but here we go. It's dark purple and full-length. It rather looks like a formal/evening dress than prom-y but I think that's a good thing because you can wear it again and again. We had another chilled dinner at Le Competitor as it was a bit raining outside. 

On Valentines Day my grandfather and I went to Sherlock Holmes Museum. It was truly amazing seeing all those details. I loved the wax figure part and the souvenir shop the most. But also the staff was very friendly. Later we nipped to Pret for some lunch and headed back to the hotel where we went to the 27th floor to take some pics. For dinner, we went to the Creperie in South Ken. To my surprise, you can get a cinnamon latte there which I'm still obsessed with. 









Funny enough I absolutely have no idea or what so ever I did on the 15th the only thing I do remember is that we went to Galvin at Windows for dinner to celebrate my grandfathers birthday. It was the second best thing we did and the best place we had dinner. I loved everything about the food, the view, the staff.....just AMAZING!!! We had a table right by a window and had wonderful views over the north of London with Hyde Park on our left.
It was such an amazing evening.



On Friday my mum, her BF and I went on a stroll through London starting at Picadilly Circus. It is beautiful during the day but it's way better at night when all the lights are on. We took the tube to Tower Hill and walked along the Tower. I have been inside Tower Bridge before but that was 15 years ago when I was 3 years old so I can't remember that much about it. What I do know is that they put glass floor on their walkways. It was so funny to see all the people, young and old laying on the floor. I did too. In the evening we went to Sofra and had a sightseeing tour afterwards. 






Saturday was the best day ever! My grandpa and I went to see HAMILTON. It was honestly amazing but I'm gonna talk about it in another post. In the evening we went to that French place we had a Sunday Roast last year, "Le Sacre Couer". I have to say tho it was way nicer at lunchtime it was just way too loud. You had to scream to the person next to you so they would understand you. 

On Sunday my family went to Windsor. I've been there before so I stayed at my uncle's and spent my time netflixing. In the evening we went to a pub called "The White Horse". If you love beer it's perfect for you. They have 42 different taps and they change beers daily. They also serve vegan food. I didn't like it that much tbh. It smelled too much of beer for me and the food wasn't really my taste. But that just my point of view.

Monday was our last day. My mum, her BF and I hit Oxford Street. Truly my fav thing to do. We went to Primark and we bought so much stuff we walked out of this store with 5 filled to the top bags. Next, we had some lunch at M&S Café and a few hours later we had even more bags. We had to head back to the hotel tho cuz we had dinner reservations. The only problem was that we got right into rush hour. It was quite fun tho. Final dinner was pizza express and OMFG that pizza was just amazing. As a dessert, I had a Biscoff Cheesecake with either a cinnamon or Biscoff latte.




Love, Steff xx













3 February 2018

Coping with difficulties


Hello everybody, I wanna talk about this topic because we talked about it in English this week and I thought it was quite interesting. This was a topic at an oral exam a few years ago and we are practicing these rn.

These are just my thoughts. You probably have different ones and I'd love to know what you think.


"There are no negatives in life, only challenges that will make you stronger." (Eric Bates, Professor for Medicine at the University of Michigan)
 I think this is a very true quote and I totally agree with it because it gives you hope and maybe joy. If you think everything negative is a challenge rather than something negative. I mean even the word negative sounds so negative (I know, obvious). It's only a word, some letters put together in a certain order but it still brings you down. A challenge tho is something you are excited about and you do it and no matter if you win or lose, make it through or not you learn something. The strength you gained this way is not only physically but also mentally. And for me, mental strength is so much more important than physical.



"If you break your neck, if you have nothing to eat, if your house is on fire, then you got a problem. Everything else is inconvenience."  (Robert Fulghum, American author)
I think what he tries to say is that we exaggerate a lot, especially if it comes to problems. He wants to remind us that nothing is as bad as it seems. And I think that's something you should always remember when a new "problem" comes up in your life because mostly the simplest solutions are the hardest to find. (It's a pity that only some problems are really as bad as they seem)


But these big problems are different for every one of us. Some problems you face aren't an issue for others. 
I'm going to graduate from high school (Gymnasium in German) this summer and the biggest problem I'm facing right now is to find the right path for me, for my future. How I want my life to be. Questions that I'm asking myself and many others too are: What to do after school? What should I study? Where should I study? Is this really the right thing for me? Should I share a flat or live on my own? Can I afford to live on my own? How does a washing machine work? How do I pay taxes or for insurance? 
And many more of this kind.

Another problem (especially for me) is mental health. Our society doesn't talk about it. We do so much for our physical health but not our mental health. And for me, that's just frustrating. And what's even more frustrating is that so many more people suffer from mental health issues nowadays. But tbh that shouldn't surprise us. A reason for that is the pressure that not just we put on ourselves but also our society puts on us for example thru social media. I mean just look on your Instagram feed....what do you see? People who live their everyday life or models with the perfect body, perfect make up and perfect lighting in their pictures. Everyone is showing off how perfect their life is and to what beautiful places they travel. But the truth is not everybody can have this aesthetic. And that is completely fine. Also, one picture that is probably photoshopped isn't their whole life just a very tiny fraction of it. Sure I also post pics that look nice and yes maybe I'm showing off that way, bragging about the food I eat and the places I got to. Tho the major reason why I post is because I want to show my friends some pics and this way I won't have to send them to each individually but I also want to remember special moments and when and where they have happened. I don't post very often and that is because not everything in my life is perfect. I don't travel all the time and I don't always have fancy meals. But that's totally okay.
What I think is really sad about this mostly younger people don't understand it (but also older ones too). The things they see isn't what the real world looks like. 
My uncle asked me a few years ago why I post things on Instagram and what do I hope I get from it. I didn't have an answer back then and it made me think. I was actually thinking a lot about it. That's also the time when I started posting less frequently and fewer selfies because it can be really dangerous.

I know I'm rambling but there are just a few important words I want you to take to heart.
You're already beautiful the way you are and you shouldn't let anyone tell you something else. 
There will be happy and sad times but no matter what you will get through those times. ( I feel like I said this quite often now)
Don't exaggerate the small things in life and just don't stress out so fast.
Find your passion and stay with it no matter what everybody else says.

Love, Steff xxx


11 January 2018

2017 - what a Year


Hello everybody,

I used my first week of 2018 to review what happened in the past year and how it changed me as a person as well as getting back into school and my last term (it's ridiculous). 
I would have done this post sooner but I, unfortunately, caught a cold I'm getting better tho.

So many good and bad, great and terrible things happened in 2017 I don't know if I should call it the best year of my life (so far) or the worst or both.

The year has not just passed so quick it is also full of that I want to keep forever and sometimes go back to if things aren't as great in the moment.
Last year I posted my plans for 2017 and tbh I did stick to all of them most of the time.
I wanted to travel more in 2017 and I deffo did what is amazing and I really want to continue doing it. Because as of now I've already got 2 holidays planned ahead for this year.
I really tried hard to do more for school and I could stick to it a lot of the times but because of certain things happening and my mental state it wasn't always as easy especially in the first trimester of the year but another plan was to work on my mental health. It is hard to do this for me because it still kinda feels new to me and I'm still exploring things about myself. I will continue working on it and also study harder for school but to achieve the best result possible I need to find a balance but also have to take breaks if my mental state turns worse which is something I actually learned not that long ago.
Coming to my next plan. Spending more times with friends and family and this also happened more often but also sometimes has its price and sometimes it won't work out which is devastating but I need to accept my capabilities. Lastly, I wanted to structure my life and I happened to achieve this for a long time but because of travelling I got out of it every time and getting back in was hard so I lost most of the new structures during the end of the year.

Anyway, let's recap the year month by month...

January actually was quite chilled activity wise. I went to two fairs and took part in the mental health awareness campaign #weswear.

February I went on holiday to London and it was just amazing and one of my highlights. I also went to Fasching in Wittichenau and had an amazing time with my friends.

In my March my focus really was on school but I still found some time to spent it with my family and baked with my friends.

In April I went to my mum over Eastern (not just then we also saw each other during the past month too) and it actually snowed. As I got back here I went to a vernissage from my grandfather's sister and the traffic here was mad.

I spent most of my May at school with my friends and the best weekend in May as it has been for years is the weekend when the Bautzener Frühling happens. Because for me that means having Langos for pretty much every meal (except breakfast) over the weekend.

June really was crazy. I passed 11th grade which is like so scary for me anyway but also summer and travelling began. On the 27th I went to THE GRAND SHOW in Berlin and on the 30th our journey to Italy began.

In July I only spent 4 days at home there rest of the times I was travelling around. I went to Italy which was great. I spent a week in Tuscany and another one in Rome. Rome is so beautiful but my time there also came with challenges especially mental wise. I spent a few hours in Sebnitz to visit the Camp I normally would have gone to and I had a great holiday with my friends in Hamburg (my favourite German city) and Soltau and these were my highlights of the month.

In August my last school year started but before that happened I went to two Birthdays and had a great short camping trip at one of them.  And I also had a fun afternoon with my friends going to this event at the barrier lake at the opposite site I live.

September has to be my favourite month. It was my 18th birthday and I had so much fun at the party with my family but especially with my friends and I fell in love with mango caviar and sweet potato mash with pumpkin on rice. I had my one-year driver's licence anniversary, I went to the cinema a lot. My friend Six' birthday party was hilarious. I've grown an obsession for Val Paraiso and White Collar. I voted for the first time. Just so many great things happened.

October was very mixed tho. I went to Hans Zimmer Live in cinema with Tate. My obsession with Hamilton has grown even more. I went to the "Chorlager" what is a rehearsal kinda camp for our school choir. But best of all Olivia visited me and I had sooo much fun.
But there was also a really dark time towards the end of the month which still affects me now. It changed a part of me and I learned things about me, other people and how much mental health issues are hushed up in our society.

November was also full of friends, family and school. I did a lot of Black Friday shopping and had a GNI that was so fun. And I finally watched PLL and loved it through and through
December is my other favourite month. Schoolwise it was very stressful but to come to terms with myself and relay I had an SPA day. We had our Christmas concert at school, I got new glasses and spent as much time as possible with my friends before going away over Christmas. My Christmas was very relaxed and fun and so was New Year's Eve. I spend most of the time with my family, especially my mum but also had to do some projects for school.
I love going to my mum's place because I can really relax there in a way that I can't do at home also the air is so much fresher there than here (even tho my home and my mum's place are both in the countryside but it still feels like it).

I hope you had an amazing Christmas and New Year's Eve, spent lots of quality time with your loved ones and recharged for this year.
If you have resolutions or plans I hope you can stick to them and achieve whatever you dream/wish for. I just keep my plans from last year.

Here's to an amazing 2018 with more of those great memories. 
I hope you have a great one.

Love, Steff xx

25 December 2017

What I got for Christmas

Merry Christmas everybody!

I hope you have great holidays full of joy and love aaaaand food.


I know that Christmas isn't about receiving presents but about giving and spending time with your loved ones but I do like to see what others got for Christmas.

These are my three favourite gifts:


The shoes are from Tom Tailor and they don't just look cute but are also very warm.
These scented candles are by a company called "Heart & Home". The gift set includes "Waiting for Santa" and "Christmas Cupcakes".
And last but not least I've got a new watch by "Cluse". (it was good timing cuz my old one is broken)


I just want to say that I'm very grateful to be able to spend my holidays with my family and so far I had some great holidays.

I hope you all have Happy Holidays and a great start to the new year. xxx

Love, Steff xx

19 December 2017

December Haul

Hello everybody,

last Friday I went to Dresden to do some (Christmas) Shopping. It was quite successful.
I can't believe December is pretty much over already. Where has the past year gone?
Anyway here's what I got.

Kiko:
-unlimited foundation (warm rose 01) and skin tone concealer (03)
-round foundation brush (05) and the "ARCTIC HOLIDAY" travel brush kit
























-Skincare
        >pure clean cleansing cream
        >pure clean essence revitalizing & hydrating lotion
        >pure clean eyes& lips make up remover





Primark:
-grey quote t-shirt and wintery/Christmassy pants
























-plain white grey jumper and Harry Potter themed jumper with a hood




















-"Mandarin & Basil" eau de parfume and 60 hair ties














Last but not least I've bought a light blue with darker blue stars onesie.





The last shop I went to was Lush:
-Candy Mountain (Bath Bomb)
-Christmas Eve (Bath Bomb)
-Big Blue (Bath Bomb/MY FAVE)
-Shoot for the Stars (Bath Bomb)
-Happy Hippy (Shower Gel)
-Baked Alaska (Soap Bar)
-BB Seaweed (Mask)


Have you been successful with your Christmas shopping?
Do you still need to do it?

Love, Steff xx





11 December 2017

Black Friday Haul


Hello everybody,

how is it the 11th December already?! Where has time gone?!

Even though Black Friday happened quite a while ago I still enjoy reading and watching hauls so this is mine.
Everything will be linked right underneath (as far as I can find the links).

I shopped at Zalando, Asos and of course Amazon and this is what I purchased.

Asos:

I grabbed myself a nice and cosy Christmas jumper. It has a gingerbread man on it and is dark green which reminded me of a tree.
Christmas Jumper

Zalando:

I needed a new handbag which wasn't too big but also not too small. It was such a mare to find one as I've been looking for one for months but I found a nice black handbag by Anna Field. 
Handbag (You can also get it in many different colours too)

I decided to wear more dresses this winter and I found a pretty knitted black dress
knitted dress

Another very beautiful dress that I bought was this black off the shoulder one by Dorothy Perkins. It has a lace strip at the bottom and top and it is sooo beautiful. 😍😍😍😍😍
black jersey dress

Accessoires wise I've bought some really cool gold hexagon hoops.
hexagon hoops

A set of 4 normal hoops, also in gold.
gold hoops set

And a silver infinity necklace with matching earrings
Infinity set

Amazon: (I've deffo bought the most stuff here)

First of all, I preordered High Society. I went to the cinema with Tate and I fell in love with that film.
High Society

I've been using this hair growth serum for a while now but I couldn't find it in stores anymore so I had a look on Amazon. I'm soo happy I can finally change a new bottle.
hair growth serum

As we are talking about hair anyway... I've also bought myself a curl wand from Remington.
Remington curl wand

Even though I wouldn't have needed another advent calendar I bought one anyway. I love Teekanne tea it's just the best brand for tea in Germany. (I'm going to be reviewing all my calendars at the end of the month)
Tea advent calendar

My speakers recently broke and I can't live without music in my life so I had to act quickly. I found this cute little Bluetooth speaker which also has an aux-cable and sd or micro sd (not too sure) slot. And it's rose gold, can it get even better?!
Speaker

I've been using these insoles for a while now but it gets really annoying to change them to the shoes I need them in, that's why I've bought a third pair. The way you walk with them is like you're walking on clouds (similar to wearing AirMax I feel like).
Scholl insoles

Last but not least I've bought two books.
Dash & Lilly's Book of Dares fits perfectly to December it's very Christmassy and romantic.
Dash & Lilly's Book of Dares

As you may or may not know I'm obsessed with Hamilton and I'm going to watch it in February but when I saw this popping up there was no way I could not not buy it.
Hamilton: The Revolution Book


What have you bought on Black Friday?

Love, Steff xx

4 December 2017

GNI - Ideas


Hello everybody,

I know that my posts were lacking in the past weeks and they will be all over the place for the next weeks too but my term is ending in 3 weeks so every teacher just realises we haven't got enough grades.

Two weeks ago I had a long weekend so our girl group used that time to have a GNI (Girls Night In). And we haven't done one in a long time.
This post is about stuff we did and other things you can do.

Food:

  • order a real dirty pizza
  • different snack options
    • cookies
    • muffins
    • brownies
    • crisps/chips
    • chocolate
    • cheese or chocolate fondue
    • baguette or breadsticks and dip them in Camembert with honey
    • fruits
  • have a bake-off or bake together
  • throw a dinner party  (you can change houses each time)
Drinks:

  • Somersby (I love this drink soo much!) (!Disclaimer: Don't drink underage!)
  • create some new C/Mocktails or stick with to the recipe
  • don't forget the lemonade
Films:

  • A GNI is not a GNI if you don't watch a film together that you all love or haven't seen. I think the best genres are rom-coms, horror or just something really girly like teen films, Fifty Shades of Grey or as we did a film about strippers (Magic Mike XXL).
Games/Activities:

  • build a den to watch the film inside/sleep
  • gossip (I mean we are all girls and we love it even if you won't admit it)
  • karaoke
  • twister
  • photoshoots
  • truth or dare (we always play the extreme version)
Or have a themed GNI, for example, a Halloween one on Halloween or something Christmassy in December.
So these are some ideas but in general, don't forget to take as many silly pics as possible and film short vids because if you are feeling down these will cheer you up again.


What special things do you do at GNIs?

Love, Steff xx